Shivaay started d car journey, dreaded by annika ,with d unusual itself,opening d car door for her. She wanted this day to end right here right now as it was full of surprises which were no where near ending. She kept her face down nd simply sat in d car. He, opening d car door for her was another new nd she didnt wanted to think about tht.
The silence tht followed was uncomfortable for them both. Shivaay knew tht this was d moment, he will have to start d talks as she was looking outside d window nd will never ever like to discuss ,what had happened.
Slicing into d silence, he started..
"Urmmm!! Ahunhh!! Annika...I wanted to say something"
*no response..didnt even turned her head*
*why cant he just let it go..ab kya baat karni h..saari baat aaj hi karni h kya..she was almost near her threshold nd didnt wanted any other scene..already accepting all d events of d day was too much for her*
But he continued d torcher with regularized pauses...
"annika... annika.. anniKA..anniKA..anniKA..
FHAT D WUCK ..I M TALKING TO U...ANNIKAAA!! "
*and he ended it loudly almost screaming*
And she turned in frustration with big pool of her eyes welling up with tears all ready to flow.
"KYA H BILLOOJI? kya baat karni h aapko..samjh ni aata aapko ki mujhe aapse koi baat ni karni"
[whats it billooji? What do u wanna talk about? Dont u understand tht I dont wanna talk to u?]
She was crying now nd she was screaming now nd hell! She was flashing anger like fire out of her blazing eyes now.
Shivaay screeched d car to a halt on d side of an empty road immediately..both absorbed d sudden jerk nd he turned towards her...
*in softest modes he could speak*
=" nahin..just tht..I wanted to say..that..tht..forget it..
*taking out d handkerchief nd offering h
"Ok..Dont cry...ro mat annika...yeh lo..le lo..."
*what is this girl na..he was wondering to himself..she is a mess right now..sobbing nd blabbering nd all angry still she doesnt forgets to irritate me..by calling me billooji..urghhh!! But then he knew it was intelligent choice to not point out tht right now..he just wanted her to not cry..if being honest with himself,he was finding the sight quite unbearable **
For tht matter, who said she had stopped blabbering or shedding those big tears..shivaay was doubtful tht she had even listened to him..as she was continuing with her own ...
"Waise tho aapko mujhse koi baat karni hoti ni...aapko main zara bhi pasand ni hoon..but nahin...aaj tho aapko mujhse baat karni h...kyunki jaante hai na ki main abhi baat nahin karna chahthi tho bas! Aapko mujhse abhi hi baat karni h..poorey billoji jo ho aap"
[Generally,u dont want to talk to me,u dont like me at all,but today u wanna talk to me bcoz u know tht I dont.u r such a billloji]
She was talking nonstop along with her sobs.
"Ok! Ok! main ni baat karoonga..but tum rona band karo..yeh le lo..PLEASE!!!"
[ok! Ok! I wont talk but u plz stop crying nd take this..PLEASE]
**'THE' Shivaay Singh Oberoi has said please to her ..another shocker of d day nd it did made her stop a little nd try to control her emotions..she accepted d handkerchief nd wiped her tears**
**And who said d episode had ended, she was ANNIKA nd she never did anything which I asked or even requested her to do..Damn! I Had even said please...I NEVER DO THT...but ..NO!! she has pledged in her life to do opposite of what I say..
Thanks god for d mercy..tht she had stopped with d cries but no..she will still continue with her speech...urghh!!
Shivaay rolled his eyes in exasperation nd prepared himself to listen**
Now , as she was done with wiping d tears off,she continued in little sombre tones
"Aaj tho poora raita phail gaya...Ek tho pehley woh andhera, aap ni jaante bilooji par mera andhere se bahut gehra rishta h, ek woh hi aisi cheez hai jo mujhe kaboo main kar leti h..warna tho aap jaante hi hain..main kisi se nahin darti..aur phir ...
Phir...phir aap aa gaye..na jaane kya karne aaye thy aap wahan..aur phir..phir tho aap jaante hi hain..WOH ho gaya..mujhe tho kuch bhi samjh ni aa raha h aur upar se aapko mujhe ghar bhi chod ke aana h aur ab chahte hain ki main aap se baat bhi karoon..aap kuch bhi ni samjhtey...ki yeh jo..."
[First tht darkness,u dont know billoji but darkness and me have a deep connection,its d only thing in d world tht controls me otherwise as u know, I m not scared of anything..nd then u came..I dont know why..nd then u know what happened..WOH happened nd I cant understand it all nd now u have to drop me home too nd then u wanna talk too...u dont understand a thing..its not...]
Shivaay interrupted...
"WOH KYA ANNIKA"?
*he was suddenly feeling not guilty at all..her words had somehow hinted to him tht she maybe saying all opposite words but she was covering up..deep down she liked d kiss too*
annika was deep in her own moods speaking non stop but his interruption made her look up nd there he was..looking daringly into her eyes with tht little smirk forming on his face.
"HUNHHH?? " she squeaked as if trying to ignore d question she very much understood
Shivaay..
"Maine poocha ...WOH kya?
Tumne bola na ki WOH ho gaya."
**D damn cheapda man was deeply smiling now...urghhh!!***
"Woh jo...woh..." she tried...but she knew tht whatever conversation/interaction/ or fight or whatever it was tht they were having till now nd she was winning ..was lost..as just on d power of one word..game was again in control of shivaay singh oberoi.
She was again losing her voice,her context, her reasons nd her SELF as d self confident nd smirking sso was coming close..way too close for her liking.
Shivaay took way d handkerchief she was holding full tight in her hands which were lying on her lap nd put it in his pocket.He took her hands in his own nd pulled her tight towards him.He very softly tucked away a strand of hair falling on her face behind her ear while still holding her hands with other..nd then when she was all mesmerized in those deep blue/green eyes..he finally spoke..
"Annika!!! Main ni jaanta ki tumhe andhere se darr kyun lagta h...aur jaanta hoon ki reasons tum mujhe batana bhi ni chahti ...par main humesha tumhare liye hoon..I mean. u know..agar tumhe kabhi bhi darr lagey ..u can always call me **he hesitated a little in d end nd did tried to cover up his almost I CARE FOR U nd I PROMISE U stance**
Aur...WOH...WOH jo hua na annika **he was d confident smirking freak again** ...mujhe thodi der pehley tak uska afsoos tha..kyunki main ni chahtha tha ki tum socho tht..tht..maine mauka ka phaayda uthaya ..u know...par ab jo main karne waala hoon ...USKA MUJHE KOI AFSOOS NAHIN H"
[I dont know why u r scared of darkness nd I know tht u dont wanna tell me d reasons for d same..but I m always there I mean. u know..if u ever feel scared..u can always call me **he hesitated a little in d end nd did tried to cover up his almost I CARE FOR U stance**
And WOH tht happened **he was d confident smirking freak again** ...till few moments back I regretted tht..bcoz I didnt wanted u to assume tht I took advantage of d situation..but The thing I m going to do now..I dont regret it at all]
With those almost declaring words..he again for second time in a single day ,cupped her face..brought her close..touched her lips way too slowly with his fingertips as if seeking permission for what they both knew he planned to do next...nd when she sighed a very low voiced moan..he gently placed his lips on hers.
Nd gentleness ended there...kiss of shivvay this time was hard,possessive,demanding nd way too intense..as if he wanted her to answer it back with equal intensity of her own..as it was there first sane minded kiss..he wanted her to show him tht she felt d need too...nd SHE DID.she reciprocated it with her open mouth submission...he smiled into her mouth nd she smiled back too ..once again their tongues were playing d sexy games nd very boldly she ran her fingers thru his hair bringing him more into her.
Always touchy about his hair SSO..this time didnt minded her doing so ..instead he took d signal nd increased d pressure.His hand was running over her back nd it looked as if he was trying to seep into her thru her mouth only.Both were demanding..both were grasping d ends nd both never wanted d moment to ever go away..
But finally they both started losing breaths nd kiss was done with.Shivaay touched his temple with hers.Annika was breathing heavely looking passionately into his eyes nd he was equally sighing away.Both didnt knew for how long they stared at each other like this taking deep breaths..with shivaay still holding her very close with their heads touching.
Reasons were done with ..consequences will be taken care of tommorow...for now their eyes had confessed to each other ..so had their lips..both had finally accepted the sexual tension which existed between them from d very beginning nd both didnt wanted to lose this moment of unsaid YES.
After few mins..Shivaay yet again moved in nd kissed away her dried tears on her both cheeks .Annika was again overwhelmed with emotion.No one has ever cared for her like this before ..tears were yet again almost forming up when shivaay pulled her and hugged her tight .
""Sshhh!!!! Ab phir se rona mat...not again okayy...""
"Hummm!!!""" She replied trying to control.
Few more moments passed away and when shivaay was fully confident tht she is relaxed ..he unlocked d hold nd asked softly...
"Chalein?"
Annika blushed nd looked away..nd said
"Haan"
**uff!! Its so tough facing him now...annika tune aaj kya kya kiya h .. she was again snapped back to reality nd was again feeling as stupid as ever but super elated too..but ofcourse she couldnt show him tht now..can she? So she turned away nd smiled to herself**
Shivaay knew what she was going thru so he gave her space nd drove silently.He had never felt this happy in his life before.He was so enjoying this silence with HER.
He finally dropped her home...she silently went out of d car as quickly as it stopped not even giving him d chance to say a thing or open d door for her.Before he knew..she was inside d house. But this time, he was not angry or irritated ..he just smiled nd drove away looking forward to d next day when she will be back in d mansion.
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